![]() You could tell that he was offering you some kind of privileged lifestyle amongst his work, yet you were far from imagining what Steve had planned ahead for you this evening. The next door girl would always complain about how she slowly watched more and more of her silhouette disappear, yet never once had Steve taken away any of your limbs nor any part of your body that could make it look like you had been deprived of a piece of your humanity. Warnings : mention of human flesh and blood, cannibalism, voyeurism, exhibitionism ( lowkey? ) masturbation ( male ), dub-con, slight sadismįor the amount of time you had spent within Steve Kemp’s basement- a man you once trusted and respected- you had only been deprived of a small piece of your leg, your quadricep, which you felt both thankful for and curious about. Though things take an unexpectedly inappropriate turn. Plot : in order to survive your kidnapper sick and murderous tendencies, you agree to submit to one of his offers : feast on human meat whilst allowing him to watch. Pinned Post loki loki laufeyson loki laufeyson fanfic loki laufeyson fluff loki laufeyson imagine loki laufeyson smut loki laufeyson x reader loki laufeyson x you marvel marvel imagine tom hiddleston oneshot tom hiddleston x you tom hiddleston imagine tom hiddleston x reader tom hiddleston smut tom hiddleston vampire tom hiddleston fanfic tom hiddleston audio tom hiddleston voice Tom Hiddleston Sebastian Stan sebastian stan x you sebastian stan x reader sebastian stan imagine sebastian stan smut sebastian stan fanfic Bucky Barnes bucky barnes imagine bucky barnes smut bucky barnes knife play Requests are always open! Feel free to leave one. special treatment | angst/sexual tension.Do not reblog if you are racist or alt-right. This is the principle I live by.Īntifascist. You can try to hold it off as long as you can, but the rot that forms will be worse than the cleansing fire of change. People who fear the change, and the other, and the odd might call it evil, but it’s a necessary part of life. I’m not saying much on Loki here, aside from I believe he is a god of change, not evil, or malice, or any of the other cruel insults wrought in misunderstanding. Trusting a trickster sounds foolish, but you don’t eternally hold a bowl to save your lover as best you can from agony without them truly deserving it. Fidelity and loyalty is earned through hard work and built upon trust. Blind faith in abusers is sickness and dependency, not fidelity and loyalty. True Fidelity must be earned, not gained through tricks. You do not blindly do this shit for someone you don’t truly care for. This, I feel, brings so much more life to the Goddess of Fidelity. Someone abusive in my past was obsessed with Sigyn, but reduced her, like Marvel, to a nitwit who blindly loved Loki regardless of transgressions and emotional abuse, as she so often idolized with so many of the relationships she sought to imitate and force onto her… targets. Okay, I have to say a thing: Can I just… I’m literally trying not to cry. Illustration of Sigyn and Loki by John Egerkrans in the book Norse Gods. I’m struggling not to cry, and clutching this stone that I associated with Sigyn just this morning. So, this illustration is really powerful to me. Figured it’d be better if I started to make the moves before he does! There are a lot of things I don’t know how to do, but when the time comes to do it, that shouldn’t stop me.Īs far as I’m concerned, it’s damn near impossible to remain stagnant with Loki around, and it’s bitten me in the ass when I’ve tried. I’d rather do the latter, even if it’s hard. My life’s been in chaos, but I can either flounder in the waves or ride out the storm. This one’s actually developed out of necessity of working with Loki. Now I try to speak up when I want, and share what I want, and do the things I want that fear would otherwise stop me from doing. Speak where you might be silent.įear often stays my tongue, but for no good reason. This is especially helpful if long-term goals keep falling to the wayside! 2. If faced with two potential decisions, I now try to go for the harder but ultimately more rewarding option, which I’m not naturally inclined to do. Here’s a list of things I’m starting to do for myself that also honors Loki! Feel free to use any of these for yourselves.
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